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This time in my life

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 13, 2009, 8:37 AM


Life is what it is

Did you ever have moments in your life when you felt undecided? Moments when you felt the utmost happiness, and then moments later when you felt as if your whole world was crashing down into the abyss unknown? Well, life is like that for me right now! There are times when it feels as if my life is great, times when I'm with my best friend Ashley and I feel so lucky to have a friend as good as her. And then there are other times when I say that I hate my life, which I'm almost certain are times when emotions run high, and all that I thought was true is really false, and words are said which are not meant but are made to sound so real. Life is just a lesson to be learned, a book waiting to be read, and a destiny yet to be discovered. Should we not try at least to make the best of this one life we have to live? But sometimes, the uncontrollable rage takes over and all from that point forward is undeterminable, times that could change your life forever if you just let it go too far, times that you might never be able to say sorry for, that you might never be able to take back. These are the times when we forget about all the beauty surrounding us, beauty that we might not even deserve to experience. Last night, as I stood out on my porch looking at the stars and the milky way above, it dawned on me that life is so much more than the odd moments of despair, more than we can conceive when we feel that all is lost. It doesn`t end here, for this is really just the beginning of the path.


"The Good Left Undone"
Despair- the lonely place inside, the constant fight,
The struggle and inner turmoil, the dark withouth the light.
Wanting not to want, then wanting more,
Battling just to lose the war.
Frigid bitterness encapsules the warmth of an era long behind,
An era not forgotten but lost in the winding mind.
Hatred not felt but shed from within while committing the unholyest of sin.
Voices scream but are unheard,
Speaking the unlistened word.
Light prevails as shadows rise,
For all truths are just hidden lies.


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